Why I'm So Scared (being myself and crying too much)


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  • Andrea Gallegos
    Andrea Gallegos 15 分钟 前

    No lying this series showed me how you truly are and I loved it! Keep being you Bunny and thank you so much for opening up to us

  • dena
    dena 4 小时 前

    You've opened up to us so much in this video it's made us see that u are working to make us happy but opening up and pushing your limits will make u happy or a little uncomfortable but if u try it we will see what is off camera and life isn't always happy sometimes there are moments so if u ever feel unhappy pple shouldn't think u r doing It for veiws they should know that u r not that kind of person you r nothing like those kind of pple you r such a great and amazing person. We all live u sooo much I hope u start telling us when u r sad so that we can tell u how much we love the things u do even these little things that tell us your downs. We luv u

  • Denis Haxhnikaj
    Denis Haxhnikaj 8 小时 前

    Bunny love you sis im here 4 u. Litterally im here 4 u.

  • Alyssa Maylan
    Alyssa Maylan 9 小时 前

    I didn’t even know you had a second channel. Keep your head up. You are a great person.

  • Crystallynn Cain
    Crystallynn Cain 10 小时 前

    So glad you did this.

  • Kate Canonico
    Kate Canonico 11 小时 前

    Been watching you and Shane for YEARS, this video makes me so happy. ❤️ wild how people you’ve never met in person can so positively affect you and have an impact on your life. forever an inspiration. ❤️

  • Meow chica wow
    Meow chica wow 17 小时 前

    you never lost your first chance

  • Autumn Alexander

    You are the best you are favorite you tuber

  • anne tot
    anne tot 天 前


  • birdie love
    birdie love 天 前

    This vlog is pure gold.

  • Perfume Habitue
    Perfume Habitue 天 前


  • Don't Change the Chanel

    I came back to you and Shane! You were both some of the first youtubers i ever subscribed to, and I'm excited for a new chapter of Bunny!

    • Don't Change the Chanel
      Don't Change the Chanel 天 前

      I also always sip my Starbucks coffee the way you sip sweet tea and i always think of you...it's wonderful lol

  • Suzanne Gagnon
    Suzanne Gagnon 天 前

    I have been subscribed for 3 years and you are right I have taken that year and a half break i love your content I just feel so bad now you mention it so for the past 2 3 days I have been watching all your videos I love them a lot more I don't know if it is because I'm older but I was 8 when I started watching you videos I look forward to watching your future videos ilysm

  • Lanette Fear
    Lanette Fear 天 前

    Omg I love u being u bunny! ur so amazing and its inspirational to see how far u have come.

  • eeeeeeeeeeb
    eeeeeeeeeeb 天 前

    wow ive been going through a comments for a couple minutes and i havent found a single negative one, its true, i have never seen this happen on youtube before.

  • Billy Morgan
    Billy Morgan 2 天 前

  • Shauna *
    Shauna * 2 天 前

    instead of just opening your PR mail it would be cool if you did a series on going to their offices for the day... i am new to you as well but i read you have a makeup line... it would be cool to see some behind the scenes of that :)

  • Lacey Pendley
    Lacey Pendley 2 天 前

    We all love it when you open up. This series is the best thing that could have happened for your channel!

  • Nina Weiss
    Nina Weiss 2 天 前


  • Sedra Taleb
    Sedra Taleb 2 天 前

    Omggggg I love uuuuu

  • jasmine
    jasmine 2 天 前

    Hey Bunny, I don't tend to comment to often but I have been watching you for a long time now. Its really good to see you're finally breaking through that wall. Sending love your way and I look forward to seeing the changes ahead!

  • Yenifer Gavina
    Yenifer Gavina 3 天 前

    What? What is this about...

  • Makeup Life
    Makeup Life 3 天 前

    when she cry it makes me cry

  • Makeup Life
    Makeup Life 3 天 前

    been here sense day one and loved you from then and now love you so much bunny.

  • Barbara Kabanos
    Barbara Kabanos 3 天 前

    Why does she feel like she lost a lot of her subscirbers? I haven't been keeping up?

  • Esmeralda Salas
    Esmeralda Salas 3 天 前 +1

    Bunny I think you should be yourself and I've watched you over more than 4 years I moved houses I've still watch you I still watch you when i was around 6 and now I'm 12 and you have a good personality be yourself okay

  • sarina rashidi
    sarina rashidi 3 天 前

    I love yaaaa go rock

  • Laura Stone
    Laura Stone 3 天 前

    So excited for this ❤❤❤ Youre my stress reliever!!

  • grimmie 13 2nd Channel

    i’m so happy for you and proud of you I just want to see you being you because I love the real you you’re amazing and don’t listen to anyone that says otherwise love you bunny 😊

  • Mackenzie Paige
    Mackenzie Paige 4 天 前

    Completely *

  • Mackenzie Paige
    Mackenzie Paige 4 天 前

    And I also have really bad anxiety and I compete understand how u are feeling remember just breathe ❤️

  • Mackenzie Paige
    Mackenzie Paige 4 天 前

    Bunny, we love you soooooooo much don’t listen to them haters as Cristine says “haters blinded by the holo “!! It’s okay to act however u want bc it’s not ab them it’s ab u I love you soooo much bunny I hope to meet u one day ! -Kenzie Lynn ❤️😘

  • Just Neko
    Just Neko 4 天 前

    I will admit, between life and CNclip never showing me the things I WANT to watch it got hard to keep up with you Bunny. It also seemed like you were always going to be the same Grav3yardgirl so I would always be able to go back and catch up. But life gets in the way and then two years later you realize CNclip is recommending a video about Grav3yardgirl's channel dying. I had no idea, but now that I know Ill make sure to keep watching.... Also I never once unsubscribed, but somehow I had to resubscribe. Thank you for opening up Bunny!
    (also, going to go check out this second channel too, never knew about it)

  • Jessica Rodriguez
    Jessica Rodriguez 4 天 前 +1

    You should do more collaborations🙃🙂☺

  • AmyAdore1
    AmyAdore1 4 天 前

    Bunny, the reason I stopped watching you is because I tend to watch CNclip before bed, as I have anxiety and really struggle to switch my brain off at night. I was finding the energy in your old videos very erratic and frantic, and I found it really stressful.
    Watching you now, when you’re being your true, honest self, I can feel the change. You’re talking about some really tough topics, and yet you’re so cohesive and together. Please keep being you. Nobody has to be crazy and happy all the time. Your OG viewers have grown with you, we like knowing that this adult stress of not feeling like you’re enough impacts others.
    We stand with you, girl. But we can’t do that if you turn your back on us xx

  • Human Bean
    Human Bean 4 天 前

    I came back shortly before the Shane series. I am so proud of you. You’ve grown. We want to see it. So much love.

  • R0N1NYT
    R0N1NYT 4 天 前

    so much love from shane and all people that are supporting him

  • Patrice De La Cruz
    Patrice De La Cruz 4 天 前

    I love you Bunny !

  • olivia guerrieri
    olivia guerrieri 5 天 前

    Yassss this honestly girl. Love it so so much. I struggle with anxiety and depression and have been in a stage of my life where I thought the best was behind me. This has shown me, there is so so much to come.

  • Determined2bDetermined

    Whats all the drama about? I missed something.

  • Teris Backup account

    gurl im never leaving u. U channel and you are like absolute GOALS. ALLIGATORFAM WHERE U AT???

  • Jameson Tattoo
    Jameson Tattoo 5 天 前

    I started watching you last year. I was in a very abusive relationship, I would go to work with bruises and have to blame them on other things. I had no where to go and I was so afraid to leave. I was so unhappy. Your videos where my escape. You made me happy. I was always checking for new videos. You helped me keep myself centered. I don't know if I'd be here today without you. Luckily I got the courage to leave that relationship, and start my life over. I am much happier. You where a big part of that for me. I love you bunny ♡ you saved me.

  • Princess Ratchel
    Princess Ratchel 5 天 前

    Back and better than ever

  • Michelle Garant
    Michelle Garant 5 天 前

    I love you Bunny!!! You are so great! I have been watching you for only a couple years now and I feel like you are so different from everything else out there, don't beat yourself up so much. You totally rock!!!

  • Jeffery Dold
    Jeffery Dold 5 天 前

    omg yessssss SHANE!!! my life

  • Einalem Lanasdóttir

    Hey Bun², I've never really followed or subscribed to anyone. I've seen some of your videos in the past and I loved how unique you were even while doing mundane youtube things. But after watching Shane's series and seeing more of who you are as a person I am absolutely subscribing to you. The type of content you put out means less to me than the authenticity and the person creating it. I hope to see more of your world and outlook in the future. I'm so glad this happened for you :)

  • Bune
    Bune 5 天 前

    hey! this is the stuff i love!

  • Zee Flores
    Zee Flores 6 天 前

    I miss your shoe collection videos! Please do one 💘👠💘👠💘👠

  • PrincessColleen
    PrincessColleen 6 天 前

    Bunny I know you probably won't see this but, i love you so so much. You helped me get over the feeling of being an outcast as a bad thing. I was always the weird kid in school and when i found your channel it was like I finally found a safe place. The community is amazing, any fan of yours I feel comfortable being myself. You have helped me be able to be myself and not be ashamed or worried that someone isn't going to like me because of it. You are an amazing beautiful person and I will always look forward to your videos putting a smile on my face.

  • Mac Wack
    Mac Wack 6 天 前

    You’re doing amazing and I hope you’re as proud of yourself as we are of you. Keep it up!

  • IAmJustAdelle
    IAmJustAdelle 6 天 前

    I'm so glad you did the series with Shane! It brought me back to your channel. I'm happy that you're back and better than ever.

  • FideliaNerina
    FideliaNerina 6 天 前

    I am just happy to see you back to being yourself. That is why I subbed, and although I never did unsub, I just stopped watching every video. After watching Shane's videos, I am happy he helped you. I missed the old Bunny!

  • Harley Quinn
    Harley Quinn 6 天 前 +1

    BUNNY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!! This is a new Era for your honey! This is you! Its Amazing to see you. Im so proud of you. I love you so much. I hope i can help you. 💓 Your Gaining subscribers by the second. YOUR OPENING UP TO US HONEY. THANK YOU for opeaning up💓💖💕💗❤💋💌

  • Maddie Vlogs
    Maddie Vlogs 6 天 前

    I'm back, girl. I've missed you!!

  • Bruce Plasway
    Bruce Plasway 7 天 前

    #swampfamily4life long time watcher I've seen you grow into a whole new entity. But now I feel like it's a brand new Bunny. I'm not even a normal viewer I don't like makeup or crap like that but I watch your stuff. I love it I can listen to you talk about nothing all day and I have lol. Many nights in hospital watching your old stuff but I never walked away or unsubbed. I Love you so much Bunny you helped me get through the worst part of my life almost dying spending 6 months in hospital and you kept me entertained. Sending you so much love from Vancouver island British Columbia. Hahaha I was in Hospital on that day you posted the Meet and greet it was so amazing to see all those people in the line. Hello Dogman can't say all this nice things without saying a shout out to dogman you world be such cool people to meet in a normal situation.

  • N Jo
    N Jo 7 天 前

    I've always have been inspired by you. You are amazing Bunny!🐊

  • Janneke Mazereeuw
    Janneke Mazereeuw 7 天 前

    I got to know you trough Shane Dawson and i was watching the last part of the video (from the haunted store) and i already wanted to watch this video. But because i really like these kind of video's and haunted type of stuff. I decide to start subscribing to you. I am glad that i did and i will recommend you to all of my friend who also like these type of video's. I already love you so much and i hope you keep up these good work. Love from The Netherlands MUAH

  • gogoghoul
    gogoghoul 7 天 前

    Bunny, we love you for YOU. The real you. I’m so happy to get to see her again. I struggle with crippling anxiety and depression every single day and you sharing your reality can only help others like me and as a result - yourself. *You are so worthy and lovable.* 💖💖💖

  • Rylie Magouirk
    Rylie Magouirk 7 天 前

    did her and dogmam break up?

  • Alisa Lindsey
    Alisa Lindsey 7 天 前

    I've watched you for many years we all still love you

  • Alisa Lindsey
    Alisa Lindsey 7 天 前

    I've watched you for many years we all still love you

  • Gato Gato
    Gato Gato 7 天 前 +1

    Shane is .... ugg, I just can’t stand him. I subscribe to his CNclip and he told me to go watch something else just because I said he cursed to much in the video. I like you, Bunny but Shane is just pathetic.

  • Elizabeth Nickle
    Elizabeth Nickle 7 天 前

  • Mark Rigby
    Mark Rigby 7 天 前

    Don't let anything pull you down you are amazing and beautiful we all love you

  • sophia hohler
    sophia hohler 7 天 前

    I finally found a CNclipr that I relate to the most. I can’t believe I wasn’t subscribed to you before. You inspire me and I’m looking forward to watching your next videos to come

  • Original Dakota
    Original Dakota 7 天 前

    Subscriber circa 2011 and I am so glad to see you feeling better and I know you will continue to grow and feel more confident in yourself. You are an amazing and original person and that’s what we love about you...you. Whatever you feel like doing, do. That’s why you started the channel right? To reach out and share to find others in the same spot. I know I turn to CNclip when I feel like retreating from the world and it always helps bring me back and calm the anxiety. We love you and I hope that one day there is a meet and greet in California so I can give you a big hug and I’m not a hugger so that’s saying something 🤣

  • Maddy Mason Lawler
    Maddy Mason Lawler 7 天 前

    Bunny, for one, you are so amazing and I used to watch you all the time when I did turn on a vid of yours it's like you were there with me when I was having a bad day, I'm so so so sorry I ever left, but I'm back and I'm not leaving, not now, not ever again, you called it Family for a reason, and you don't leave family behind! We all love and care so much about you and we all have your back till the very end Bunny, and one day I hope to meet you and sit down and have a good meaningful conversation with you! Love you sm bunny ~Maddy❤

  • Taylor Bubolz
    Taylor Bubolz 8 天 前 +1

    DO MORE!!! ♥️

  • yung dvrth
    yung dvrth 8 天 前

    Left and came back. Dude, I love seeing the realness. ❤️

  • Solvor Megard
    Solvor Megard 8 天 前

    im back. i love you

  • Amelia Pond
    Amelia Pond 8 天 前

    The Gucci fan!! ❤️
    *Flashes back to Shane fanning himself*

  • Luna Wolf
    Luna Wolf 8 天 前

    Hi Bunny 😁

  • Sophia Cheny
    Sophia Cheny 8 天 前

    Rooting for you❤

  • Jen Talks Forever
    Jen Talks Forever 8 天 前 +8

    Just subscribed for the REAL YOU! I've passed through your channel quite a few times and wasn't into the manic, over the top, or spazzy persona - but I like this side of you!

  • Spencer Granola Bar

    We love you bunny 💔 my heart is so full for you hunny❤️

  • oevieo
    oevieo 9 天 前

    I only watch your scary videos because I find your ghost stories really interesting

  • Babs
    Babs 9 天 前

    You are awesome!

  • Kristi Summers
    Kristi Summers 9 天 前

    I'm a newer swamp family member in the last few months. I find myself binge watching your videos. My 4 year old can be off playing and if she hears your voice she drops everything and comes to watch Bunny. We love everything that you do. ❤️

  • Kathryn Cope
    Kathryn Cope 9 天 前

    This video made me cry. I love these raw videos because they truly make me feel less alone in the way I feel. Thank you for being real bunny. I've been subscribed for a few years now and I always wanted to see more of your life so that fact that you're moving towards that now makes me so happy. Keep your head up bunny! Youre an amazing person and I know you'll do amazing things with your channel ♥️

  • Jake Dam-Mikkelsen
    Jake Dam-Mikkelsen 9 天 前


  • Bi_ Pancakes
    Bi_ Pancakes 10 天 前

  • leah rebel eevee
    leah rebel eevee 10 天 前

    Empower your inner self! Bunny you lighten the world for so many, you deserve to be happy, your unique and that's something you should be proud of! Just keep going, the swamp family loves you!! X

  • Samantha Jo
    Samantha Jo 10 天 前

    💚💚I've been here since the beginning of your CNclip journey, I love you Bunny! 💚💚

  • Michaela Southall
    Michaela Southall 10 天 前

    I’m new to this channel and I love how much I can relate to you! You are so real. Thank you.

  • Matha Wallflowerjane

    Hey Bunny, I haven't really seen any of your videos for almost two years now. That's Not because I didn't still love you, and your videos.
    But because I've had a Ton going own in my own life, from getting married to my wonderful best friend, to moving 3 times, to a car wreak that left me with a shattered ankle, to feeling lost afterwards, to just recently starting to recover and feel like my self again
    (I haven't really felt like doing any of the things I love or watching all my favorite youtubers in a long time as well).
    I've spent the last couple of days trying to do a bit of catching up on what I've missed. Then after watching this video today I couldn't not reach out to you and leave a comment, it's something I usually never do.
    (I hate leaving comments usually, even to my favorite youtubers. To much anxiety)
    I just wanted you to know that you were, are, and will always be one of my favorite youtubers.
    I can't remember exactly when me& my brother first saw one of your videos, it was way back in your early days. But I just fell in love with you right away, you were, and Are, so funny, quirky, weird (weird is awesome!!!) genuine, sweet, and you are Such a Nice, Kind person!! And it shows, you have this light about you that I think just shines from the inside out.
    And I know that you're not always going to be super happy, and perky (nobody is). It's okay to not be upbeat all the time.
    It's STILL an awesome video even if you aren't going "sippy sippy" constantly- I promise!! :)
    You have made me laugh sooo many times. I used to always come home from bad days at work and watch your videos (or rewatch) you never failed to cheer me up
    I hate that you've been feeling like this, like you needed to hide part of yourself to please others (that's something that I too have dealt with throughout my life).
    I'm so happy you are starting to feel better, and I hope you stay strong and don't worry about the haters, or what people think.
    You are wonderful just being yourself Bunny.
    And don't really know how to wrap up a comment (that's why I don't leave them, lol).
    But, you're awesome, much love, and you have a Swamp family member here for life!!
    (Ps, your Halloween and 'creepy' stuff is always a favorite of mine!!)

  • Megan -
    Megan - 10 天 前

    I don't know when and why and unsubscribed. Since I've last seen you, I've been through university and had a baby and I just want you to know I wasn't actively avoiding your videos. I think the disconnect from who were were/are makes us forget you are human that is hurt when people leave and I'm glad I've seen this. You seem like a lovely genuine person and that's why I am back.

  • The_JustCallMeMintGirl

    Your amazing !! I’m so happy for you! I can see it in your mannerisms that’s your more happy !!! So inspiring BUNNY ✨

  • Winter's Wonderland
    Winter's Wonderland 11 天 前

    I’m extremely late but I’ve been watching you since I was 12 and I’ve never stopped, I love you so much and I’m so glad you’re doing better 💕

  • tinglesrosyrupeeland

    I love you Bunny! I'm so happy that you feel comfortable enough to come out of your shell more again! And I'm so glad that you are feeling a lot of support from us! XO

  • chutton888
    chutton888 11 天 前

    I'm so happy to be back Bunny

  • Jessica xyl
    Jessica xyl 11 天 前

    YEY Bunny this all sounds really positive! I got Shane's Tanacon documentary in my recommendations, which led me back here. I don't remember why I unsubscribed, I think it was merely a busy time in my life and I didn't have much room for 30+ mins videos. I stayed off youtube for a long time while I sorted my life out as I would watch endlessly. Watching the interview and seeing the more recent thumbnails and uploads from you feels really fresh and I'm excited for you and for what you're going to show us! I would love to see you show us what you love - the fashion, the crafts, the hauls, the weird and wonderful. You don't need to upload every single day; I'd be content with solid videos once or twice a week. I also hope you do find hobbies outside of youtube, take more breaks and holidays, and make more friends to hang out with and lean on. Best of luck with the new outlook!!

  • Cassie Palmer
    Cassie Palmer 11 天 前

    I love you so much bunny! You do whatever you want I don’t care I just want to see you being happy! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • Kat Bland
    Kat Bland 12 天 前

    Omg! Bunny I'm back! Be yourself, I want to be friends you!

  • Kaitlin Marmon
    Kaitlin Marmon 12 天 前

    I have never left you, I have had a crazy few years with my babies. But you are honestly, my favorite youtuber. You have always made my days with every thing you do and I have always wanted to meet you. I love you

  • MAS
    MAS 12 天 前

    Bunny I want to be honest, I was subscribed to you when I was 11 and I watched you for about 2 years but drifted off and I’m really sorry for that😕 but you honestly helped me when I was feeling bullied at school and made me feel like I’m not a big weirdo. I’m now 16 and watching this video just brings back so many memories that reminds me of how much I love you, so bunny I’m back and so are you 💕❤️🐊

  • chris Evans
    chris Evans 12 天 前 +1

    Coffie? yes have some. well at least now i can FINALLY die happy

  • The Endeavoring Family

    This was such a breath of fresh air. It really brought down a wall inside me. I connected so much with what I have been through and what you're doing now. I used to feel so restricted and unable to share and now I feel so different. Thank you for doing this.

  • pauli born
    pauli born 12 天 前

    I am so so proud of how far and how you’ve conquered everything on this journey! You are such a strong person and I’m so sorry that you had to live with such pain! The thing that makes me the happiest is the amount of self love you’ve gained on your own and honestly I feel that’s the best reward! Keep being your amazing weird self and don’t let anyone take that away from you!:)💛

  • Cara
    Cara 12 天 前

    I'm just now seeing Shane (and your) series. I have to admit that I was one of the OG swamp family that drifted away. And I'm so sorry, Bunny. I'm back and I want to be part your support system. I'm so excited that you're back. You never left, but your spirit is coming back. It's so awesome to see.

  • Ashley Luna
    Ashley Luna 12 天 前

    love you bunny !!