Why I'm So Scared (being myself and crying too much)


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  • sneakysnakeways
    sneakysnakeways 小时 前

  • Timmy Jones
    Timmy Jones 小时 前

    I’ve been a trooper since the beginning love ya bunny

  • Paulette and Ava HQ
    Paulette and Ava HQ 2 小时 前

    I hope your ok 😢😭

  • Destiny Alvarez
    Destiny Alvarez 2 小时 前

    Bumnie I'm drunk hi

  • Maja Maja
    Maja Maja 2 小时 前

    I’m so happy that you are happy ☺️ I wish you the best btw I love your room full of dolls 🖤👌

  • sarah smith
    sarah smith 2 小时 前

    Hi Bunny..I also was one who left. I unsubbed a year or so ago just because I got tired of seeing toy unboxing stuffs all the time. I wish I could have known what you were going through with yourself so I could have stayed by your side the whole time. Alas, I’m here now. We all are and we all love you. I fell in love with your humor and big personality but also your soft moments years and years ago. You got me and so many others through a lot, so just know we’re all here to get you through this. You really do have nowhere to go but up. I’m excited for the future of grav3yardgirl!! And by the way, I re subscribed.

  • Jakeie puppy327
    Jakeie puppy327 2 小时 前


  • Tj Anthony
    Tj Anthony 3 小时 前

    I love you bunny i will be honest i stopped watching your videos because there all about makeup now ima guy so i started watching u cus u were funny, i loved watching u trying out products it was fun but know you only do make up products and its not just my interest i still love you bunny tho and i will continue to support you

  • kendravan7622
    kendravan7622 3 小时 前

    Hi I'm new :)) ---Because these kids born in 2000s they dont like stuff we 90s kids did Im gonna have fun binge watching your channel yaaaayyyyy!!!! Thank you shane u lead me here!

  • Nina Morrison
    Nina Morrison 3 小时 前 +1

    Subscribed liked and post notifications

  • Doryan
    Doryan 3 小时 前

    Glad she finally sees that 2014 was a hill and that everything to come are taller,greater mountains

  • Ashley Warner
    Ashley Warner 3 小时 前

    Just beeeee yourself 🐝💖😘🙌

  • Anna Archer
    Anna Archer 3 小时 前

    oh bunny :( i hate that i ever left now. i know thousands of others feel the same. i don't know why i ever did to be honest. you inspired me to be myself and to be weird and to be authentic for years, years ago. now i'm back. :) you're inspiring us all again. continue to grow, embrace your life, and embrace your success! we love you!!!

    • Anna Archer
      Anna Archer 3 小时 前

      ps i didnt know you were around austin! you should have another lush meet and great there some time :) cheers to a new year on youtube (who cares if its may)

  • Garden Notch
    Garden Notch 3 小时 前

    "Just shows how you can build a poisonous toxic shell in your own mind" Girl, I so relate.

  • Jimi Yamagishi
    Jimi Yamagishi 3 小时 前

    I love your honesty. You are so much like many of the people I hang out with in real life, I get it.
    Comparing your first vids to now is watching you grow up in front of a camera. It's history. It's amazing. & I'm glad to see you doing this for so long. U RAWK!

  • April Heise
    April Heise 3 小时 前

    I wish I could remember the creator to give credit (something like TruthBombMom? It was through FB and weeks ago, so it's, like, impossible to track down), but the idea was to challenge and address all the negative self-talk; the host asked her guests about the things they tell themselves and then pulled out photos of them from grade school and asked them if they would say those things to that little girl in the photo. (ONIONS! ONIONS EVERYWHERE!) But it really jolted me away from (or at least made me aware of) being so so soooo mean to myself.

  • Diamond Lee
    Diamond Lee 3 小时 前

    I love the self love in this video! I was going through the same thing last year and I’m to the point where I have come to a realization that growth is extremely important to us younger generations. I love watching people grow and bloom to become beautiful butterflies. 😘😘

  • Nancy Maldonado
    Nancy Maldonado 3 小时 前

    I really enjoyed watching Shane’s series. I really like your content but I have to admit that I was missing the personal part of you, if that makes sense. I watch some channels like Joey Graceffa, Crafty Girl, and Nomadness Life because they talk so much about their daily life. Seems kind of dumb but it works for the Kardashians too I guess LOL. We just like to watch reality TV, which is what I like in the subscribers I follow. This is not to say that there are not things in your life that you should be able to keep private, but share your beautiful home and your cars. You work hard for what you have, don’t be embarrassed of your success. We want to know the real Bunny, talk about what happens in your daily life while you are doing your videos like crazy neighbors, frustrating people, go out ad film more in public with people, invite a subscriber to come hang out for a day, whatever. You have talent, don’t always try to put forth just the zany crazy you. We also want to see the daily life of Bunny, the craziness that goes into being a You Tuber, your successes, and I gotta admit I love the paranormal scary side too. Do some ghost hunting stuff, I’d watch that too. Keep doing you, but all of you, not just the edited version.

  • Pammy Sue
    Pammy Sue 3 小时 前

    This true moment of real, raw emotion was heartwarming, and how you are truly feeling. It’s authentic, passionate, and absolutely needed. And those who see that fall in love with you more. I am proud to be a subscriber to you and can’t wait to see the future...
    All my love and blessings

  • Cheri Reno
    Cheri Reno 4 小时 前

    Baby, I have always loved you for you, no matter what crazy video, you do. I"m happy, that your growing as a person, and really finding out who you are are now, and, growing so much as a more mature , exciting person, we all change with age and Maturity, and comming into to your own. and , You should really be proud of yourself, and where your Heading now. Just open your heart to the future, and reinvent yourself girl!!!

  • haeliebee
    haeliebee 4 小时 前

    You were one of the first youtubers I subscribed to. Bunny you are wonderful and I know all about mental health issues. Dont let anything tear you down, girl. Be yourself and fly on an alligator.

  • I'm in love with Paul McCartney

    I love you, Bunny. Swamp Family is here to stay. 💗

  • Cassandra Ramirez
    Cassandra Ramirez 4 小时 前

    I will say that I left too. I actually remember about the time that I left, and it was a while after you released your eyeshadow (?) palette. I remember feeling like your videos were really repetitive (does this thing really work) and I felt like the bigger you grew, the bigger the follows got, the more you felt pressured to publish videos that were most popular (does this thing really work, again). But I am back, and I am excited to see how you’re going to try to Change things!!!❤️❤️❤️

  • Melissa Hammond
    Melissa Hammond 4 小时 前

    You are amazing! I have been part of the swamp family for a couple years now!

  • Ali Budiac
    Ali Budiac 4 小时 前

    I can’t wait to see more fashion and make up videos!!! So happy to see you are happy!

  • Taylor Peck
    Taylor Peck 4 小时 前

    I have been watching since middle school and I'm graduating in two weeks. It is so crazy how time flies, your videos have always been my favorite things to watch. I'll support you forever Bunny❤️sending so much love your way always

  • TheSouthernGoddess
    TheSouthernGoddess 4 小时 前

    Grav3yardgirl I love you and I think you are amazing and when you start to negatively talk to your self about your self I think you should ask your self would I tell someone else this or say this to someone else and if you wouldn't i really think you should pause and replace those thoughts with a positive self-affirmation about your self because you are amazing and I absolutely love you and all of your content! and I really think if you could get to a positive place of self-confidence about your self and who you are you would see how much raw talent you really have I don't know if any ones ever told you but I do think you need to hear this you are more capable of doing this than you know give your self credit I hate to see a wonderful person such as you are self-doubt and belittle your self so much you are awesome and stronger than you know and need to know that you are able to do this i hope you see this because i really think you need to hear it

  • Brenda Orozco
    Brenda Orozco 4 小时 前

    Im new to your channel & your cool also pretty

  • shelby kirby
    shelby kirby 4 小时 前

    Thank you so much for all your videos and you are awesome thank you for helping me get throw the day I watch your videos when I am depressed I suffer from really bad depretion and your videos make me feel so much better

  • Where The Magic Happens

    Honestly, the funny, zany videos are great, but after seeing the videos you did with Shane instead of feeling like you were some funny cool distant person, like a celebrity, not someone I feel like I can relate to or connect with, I thought first, I want to hug her so bad, and second, holy crap I feel those ways. I struggle with anxiety and depression, more now than ever before, and I love seeing the things you’ve accomplished, the things you have. Definitely want to see what you have coming up

  • molly mcallister
    molly mcallister 4 小时 前

    Bunny you are not only one of the most amazing, kind, funny and thoughtful you tubers, but an amazing, kind, funny and thoughtful human. Everyone looses themselves and looses their way in life at times but there is no doubt in my mind you will not over come this. You were and always will be an amazing person and you tuber. Thank you for everything you do for us!!!❤️❤️❤️ we love you so much!

  • Chelsea Baldwin
    Chelsea Baldwin 4 小时 前

    I left too but would check up on you. It felt like you were playing a character but now I see the real Bunny again. I love you so much and I am so proud of you!!

  • 50 Best Videos of all time...

    Now, when have I ever given U a bad comment, Bunny? Albeit U STILL haven't had a playing w/ ur Toys R Us haul 4 me yet...

  • Princess Lissy
    Princess Lissy 4 小时 前

    Stay positive girl. Your fans love you. But you being more real now reflects well... it looks good on you.

  • kirsys reynoso
    kirsys reynoso 5 小时 前

    you're back bunny.. it's going to be okay. we all love you!!! 💖💖💖

  • Le Le
    Le Le 5 小时 前 +1

    I'm subscribe♥️❤️

  • Dakota Woodard
    Dakota Woodard 5 小时 前

    Yours and Shane’s video was seriously so amazing and I’m so happy he was able to help you in a way that you never thought it could. I’m so happy for you and can’t wait for what’s to come with your new videos. Love you so much 😘😘😘❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • Ruth Ranieri
    Ruth Ranieri 5 小时 前

    I ❤️ you, don’t give up! 😀

  • Kayla Zepeda
    Kayla Zepeda 5 小时 前

    this is amazing and just so you know the world came with haters but the world also came with people like you and that's all we need. thank you so much and this has help me as a person and as a viewer because I realize that one bad comment can hurt someone thank you so much

  • Samuel Lee
    Samuel Lee 5 小时 前

    Do you have bpd

  • Rachel Franklin
    Rachel Franklin 5 小时 前

    But it also doesn't matter what subscribers or viewers want even if its honesty. You should be doing what you want, what inspires you, what you feel good about. Not what anyone else wants or cares about. Love you Bunny

  • becca weathers
    becca weathers 5 小时 前

    I love u smmmm bunny, I want u to know that I will always be there for u ive been watching u for years and I want u to know that I feel the same way as you. I've had depression before and u shouldn't be afraid of sharing moments that happened in your life to us. I love u bunny and I will always love u till I die❤❤

  • LivingLifeBeautifully
    LivingLifeBeautifully 5 小时 前

    I left too... but I’m back! I love the new honest, raw bunny! I love seeing the different aspects of your life! Keep sharing with us! And do a closet tour!! I was so surprised and intrigued seeing some of my favorite pieces in your collection! I’m so glad your back! I wish you the best and can’t wait to see more from you! 💜💜💜💜

  • Brian Claudio
    Brian Claudio 5 小时 前

    Im new and for a new person this leads no where dont worry

  • Delbert Perkins
    Delbert Perkins 5 小时 前

    We’re living for the shan3yardgirl collabs

  • Brian Claudio
    Brian Claudio 5 小时 前

    Whatever your talking about i call it the di-teclie mechanism dont worry i made this word up.

  • TheSammami
    TheSammami 5 小时 前

    Babe!! Your views have shot right back up! You have totally got this ❤❤

  • Jennifer Sutherland
    Jennifer Sutherland 5 小时 前

    I’ve never been to your channel but i got a feeling like im gonna stick around for a while sinve I’ve discovered it!❤️

  • stargirl13n1
    stargirl13n1 5 小时 前

    “I felt so depressed I had no passion to give “ omg 😭 that’s how I’ve been feeling

  • Dr Shery mua
    Dr Shery mua 5 小时 前

    Ofcourse we love you ❤❤❤❤❤

  • NicoleMarieFit
    NicoleMarieFit 5 小时 前

    You are such a light in this world. We all doubt ourselves sometimes and that's all part of being human. You have so much love and support, and even though you can't physically see all of our faces, know we are all here rooting for you

  • Amy Gonzalez FAM-GIMMEKISS

    I'm not going anywhere. Your a very special person that is very vulnerable and is now aware of that. I see the same and see the poorer love you have for what you do. I'm here for you. I'll be praying for your strength and courage to continue to bloom!

  • Mikey Franklin
    Mikey Franklin 6 小时 前

    3.5 mill!! I'm so happy for you Bunny! I'm excited to watch you grow more and open up! ❤

  • The Violet
    The Violet 6 小时 前

    If you have someone who edits your videos would it be hard to add subtitles? I am hard of hearing. I looove your videos and have been a fan for years, but I struggle to understand what your saying sometimes (not your fault!!) And subtitles would be so helpful! CNclip has auto generated ones but they are the absolute worst.

  • Rebekah Jones
    Rebekah Jones 6 小时 前

    Swamp family! ❤

  • Kaitlyn Dross
    Kaitlyn Dross 6 小时 前

    I never left, I've been here for years. I'm glad you and Shane did this. I could see that you were trying to keep up with everything and that it must have been stressful. I used to live in Houston and I wanted to meet you so bad because I had been watching you for so many years before I moved there. I can't wait to see you be happy with CNclip again! Your content was always amazing, and I love you Bunny. Forever and Always

  • Swole Mami
    Swole Mami 6 小时 前

    Bunny is such a beautiful soul I can’t wait to see all the new content she’s going to bring to us

  • SerenGirl
    SerenGirl 6 小时 前

    Shane brought me, but Bunny kept me.

  • WonderCrave
    WonderCrave 6 小时 前

    I need Shane in my life.

  • PurpleSanctuary91
    PurpleSanctuary91 6 小时 前

    We love you bunny and I know I’m just one in a million but I’m so unbelievably proud of you for taking the chance to change. No matter how scary it is or will be. The fact that you are trying to be so open and so emotionally open with all of us, is absolutely amazing. So many of us relate to every thing you are going through in one way or another you are such a role model. We are here for your ups and your downs.

  • MysticPrincess
    MysticPrincess 6 小时 前 +1

    her videos are doing so good and i love her so much!
    edit: and to those 12k people who disliked, f*** you.

  • Andrew Crawley
    Andrew Crawley 6 小时 前

    I just subscribed and I’m not leaving I believe in you bunny

  • Adrian Arzate
    Adrian Arzate 6 小时 前 +1

    Is he talking about his series at the beginning? Bc idk why he says he didn’t get any negative comments. Bc he got a lot of them

  • JoAnyj
    JoAnyj 7 小时 前

    welp found my new favorite video. love you Bunny, I'm always rooting for you

  • Debra Montero
    Debra Montero 7 小时 前

    I love you bunny no matter what I’ve followed you since day one & will stay

  • JAC Kawaii
    JAC Kawaii 7 小时 前

    Being someone who has really bad anxiety and depression, I totally understand where you're coming from. I honestly am so proud of you for opening up more. You are such an amazing and strong person! You are such an inspiration

  • Monique Hammett
    Monique Hammett 7 小时 前

    I love you and I’m really happy for you and this new chapter of your life. And I’m glad you’re letting us be a part of it. You have all my support.

  • Miss Kate.08
    Miss Kate.08 7 小时 前

    Can you do another swamp family mail the last one you did was 7 MONTHS ago!!!🐊🐊🐊🐊🐊📦📦📦📦📦

  • Ashley Petruzziello
    Ashley Petruzziello 7 小时 前

    I am so happy that you get a clean slate! I have loved you through all of your ups and downs and I will in the future! Thank you for giving yourself another chance and for opening up show it all! You do you and I can’t wait to see what you have in store!

  • B D
    B D 7 小时 前

    Too much of a gap in time from Shane’s new episode... wondering if new video will come out?

  • Sara Frantom
    Sara Frantom 7 小时 前

    Hi bunny. I’m back and I’m glad you are too. Thank you for sharing your journey of your thoughts and feelings and just everything. This is a lesson we all can learn from. Just remember we all love you so so so much. Swamp family for life 💚💚💚

  • Crystal’s Corner
    Crystal’s Corner 7 小时 前

    Glad to see you are making a comeback

  • Broadway Blues
    Broadway Blues 7 小时 前

    I'm brand new to this channel, but all ready love and relate to bunny so much. Whatever happens, I'm rooting for you!

  • KellmorreMeows
    KellmorreMeows 7 小时 前

    Bunny, just keep being you and do what makes you happy.
    I know you want to make content that people are wanting to see, and you will... Not everyone will like everything, --- You can't be everyone's "cup of tea" all the time, and that's perfectly okay! :)
    Life is all about finding new passions, reinventing ourselves and learning along the way. Enjoy and know your fans and swamp members are here for you!

  • Maia Zaasijiwanook Sätterlund

    Bunny, I love you! You are wonderful.

  • mizz_ kitty1973
    mizz_ kitty1973 7 小时 前

    I have social anxiety and intrusive thoughts it sucks so I kinda relate

  • inkygrl0
    inkygrl0 7 小时 前

    Just re-subscribed btw.

  • inkygrl0
    inkygrl0 7 小时 前

    Bunny this series is great. What I want to see is authenticity and you are bringing it so candidly and with such compassion. Rock on girl. And never be ashamed about the material success you enjoy through hard work.

  • Justin Blaylock
    Justin Blaylock 8 小时 前



    So happy to be back! ♥️♥️♥️ Miss your sweet face! Life goes on after chemo and radiation, but I will always remember how much your videos took me out of my pain and made me laugh and cry! You are a priceless gift! Be You, you are beautimous, sweet Bunny! Love you beyond all space and time! Alligator Angel Kisses! 🐊🐊🐊

  • Navy Black
    Navy Black 8 小时 前

    swamp family reunion definitely missed you bunny

  • mizz_ kitty1973
    mizz_ kitty1973 8 小时 前

    I never left.I really related with her because I also suffer from anxiety mostly social anxiety. When I had a really bad day I would watch her but after awhile I FELT bunny distancing herself but I stilled watched but less frequent.(( I'll stick with you till the end))

  • Traddarker
    Traddarker 8 小时 前

    I'm glad you have your passion back.

  • lyonnaisray
    lyonnaisray 8 小时 前

    Ton travail sur CNclip est fantastique

  • Mary Austin
    Mary Austin 8 小时 前

    long time watcher. Just saying I love you bunny always will

  • Death Seeker
    Death Seeker 8 小时 前

    What channel is this?

  • Stephanie Bonnesen
    Stephanie Bonnesen 9 小时 前

    When I first started watching you years ago my first thought was "man shes just acting like this for the camera". The more I watched, the more I realized how we're both so much alike. I'm eccentric and "weird" just like you. I still have mixed emotions about the words "weird". I was called it so much growing up, and it was always said to me so negatively. I love watching you, my 8 year old daughter freaking loves you too. Idk why I balled when you said "thank you for giving me a second chance" 😭😭😭 omg nooo honey!! You're not a failure!! You're a freaking ROCKSTAR!

  • Cece L
    Cece L 9 小时 前

    Why are you so pure and amazing? You really are great, Bunny. You have so much to offer to the world. So so much.

  • Sonja Geneva
    Sonja Geneva 9 小时 前

    wow i just realized how i stopped watching you around 2016. i would always come back to check on you and now that youre confronting your actions and digging deeper on whats the issue i will be keeping up with every video! love you so much bunny and im so happy to see growth and you staying true to yourself :;;;;)

  • Amanda Smith
    Amanda Smith 9 小时 前

    Happy to be back! 🐊💚

  • Laurissa Crocetti
    Laurissa Crocetti 9 小时 前

    Why do you use abeauty blender when you cry?

  • Nadiratani
    Nadiratani 9 小时 前

    "I never thought that i was the type of person i had become" woooow! Being able to see you processing this is amazing. You are on a path of self-improvement and im happy for you! Life is growth and development. Onward and upward! Much love!!

  • Bob The Llama 1246
    Bob The Llama 1246 9 小时 前

    I know I’m new to you and your channel Bunny, but I love you and your videos and I hope that you’ve found yourself again and you continue to grow and be happy ❤️

  • nightmare vision
    nightmare vision 9 小时 前

    I hope this brings on a new era on CNclip

  • Amanda Smith
    Amanda Smith 9 小时 前

    I think we all knew bunny had $. I certainly never felt it was being rubbed in my face, but let's face it, 900$ mystery boxes? Lol. But I loved it! And I love Bunny! She's a beautiful person.
    @grav3yardgirl I'm glad you're taking time to examine your thoughts. You're clearly a highly sensitive person and it's difficult to be that way but it's also beautiful and something people are drawn to.

  • Gracie Camp
    Gracie Camp 9 小时 前

    so pure. so genuine.

    MELODY COLIN 9 小时 前

    Do u know I’ve been here for years and I love u cmon get ur head in the game u can do it ♥️♥️

  • Cody Kelly
    Cody Kelly 9 小时 前

    Honestly, this video was everything I needed to hear! I go through periods where I get down about certain aspects of my life and seeing you give us true emotions helps people like me realize that other people are going through it too!

  • Sarah Slime ASMR
    Sarah Slime ASMR 9 小时 前 +1

    You can get through this, Bunny! Woo! We all love you and are rooting for you every step of the way!

  • Delicate Hecate
    Delicate Hecate 10 小时 前

    glad you are back bunny. keep climbing and keep being you 😊