Why I'm So Scared (being myself and crying too much)


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  • Beauty and the Vlog
    Beauty and the Vlog 22 小时 前

    I’ve been with you since the beginning, girl. I love you. Keep going!

  • Claire Luna
    Claire Luna 2 天 前

    Just saw Shane's video series with you. I watched you a few years ago, for a few years. I can't remember why exactly I unsubscribed.
    I remember anxiety and your raw authentic videos expressing your persona, barely focusing on the lens.. was a huge reason i initially subscribed (compared to other YTers)
    These videos give me life. Solidarity with others with outcasts/people who deal with mental health problems.
    Vulnerability is a precious thing. Takes courage and a feeling of exposure and worry. Much love to you and yours, to be following you for plenty more time, i just know .. X

  • Haidy Doll
    Haidy Doll 3 天 前

    Get it girl!! ❤️🖤❤️
    You got this more than you know ❤️🖤

  • McKayla
    McKayla 4 天 前

    Create your own "high fashion" dress or outfit by hand and let the audience follow you on the journey of selecting fabric or repurposing thift clothes, and down the road you could start your own sales or giveaways, doing what you love and being able to be genuine. Just an idea :) Plus you could get rly good at it with practice, so you have it as a backup source of income which puts the pressure off you. Hope you read this

  • Renee Tucker
    Renee Tucker 4 天 前

    I felt like I had outgrown your channel, but didnt unsub. You are so funny and hilarious but I feel like it got to the point that you were forcing it. I watched your series with shane and it made me see you as a REAL person. Like back in your graveyard days! I love you bunny and I cant wait to keep seeing you showing us the true bunny💚💚💚

  • Kara Monroe
    Kara Monroe 4 天 前

    You are so amazing and we are here for you 😊😊😊😊

  • Heidy
    Heidy 5 天 前

    I haven’t watched you before but I’m here for this now and I support everything you’re doing honeybunny!!!💘💘💘💘

  • Avian vilot
    Avian vilot 6 天 前


  • Avian vilot
    Avian vilot 6 天 前

    8.8M on September Sr

  • Jennifer Ash
    Jennifer Ash 6 天 前

    I think your awesome!!! Your helping sooo many girls!!

  • WSR WeeklyPicks
    WSR WeeklyPicks 7 天 前

    i am new and lovin it ;)

  • Erica Simpson
    Erica Simpson 9 天 前


  • 도마
    도마 9 天 前

    I’m here with you to the end bunny 💗

  • Charles Dearing
    Charles Dearing 10 天 前

    It's taking everything I have not to write a book here. I don't know if you'll ever see this comment, but ...what I'd give to talk at length to you. Not like that...... Panic attacks, depression and caring too much what people think has taken over my life. I've had panic disorder my entire life so, to a degree, I'm a prisoner in my own home. Yes, a lot of people go through what I'm going through, but a lot of times knowing that doesn't really help lighten the load. I could go on, but not sure what to say. I'm even considering starting a second channel to get it all out there. Thanks for being real. I know it was a jump for you and I applaud it.

  • Maya Smith
    Maya Smith 11 天 前

    This makes me so happy!! I never unsubscribed because i love you too much but I did stop watching. (Which is why I'm just now seeing this) I'm so excited to binge all of these videos until I'm caught back up🤗😊 love you bunny!!

  • Jessica Johnson
    Jessica Johnson 11 天 前

    I’m late to following along with this docu-series about you and your struggle to get back to your true self, but I have been a longtime subscriber and I LOVE YOU. I have always come to your channel whenever I needed a break from life, and wanted someone to chill with. To talk about Johnny Depp and Clockwork Orange with. To look at creepy black and white photos with. You are such a unique and incredible person, and I truly hope you see what a gift you are to the world. It sounds cheesy, but I would be lost without your face in my subscription box. Love you so so so much Bunny, and don’t ever be afraid to show what you’re truly feeling/proud of/scared about/etc.

  • Stephanie haynie-cecchi

    I've watched you for years, and I'm so glad to be watching and rediscovering your channel again!!! So amazing, we missed you!!!!

  • Christina Belmares
    Christina Belmares 12 天 前

    first video I've seen on her channel and I don't like her, she has problems she needs to take care of

  • Kacy Mccall
    Kacy Mccall 13 天 前

    The feeling of the fog thickening around you and the feeling jesus puts people you needright there at the right time every time and that hes got you and its not ur brains emotions fault its that dip down that pulls you back and the frustration builds and when jesus steps in its like why was i getting scared im always going to be ok and i see that coming from you too i dont watch people who dont feel what crazy feelings i have

  • Gianna Canarte
    Gianna Canarte 13 天 前

    to be honest i didn't watch you before shane introduced me to you and your channel but you have this amazing energy and you have do much potential. i wish you the best of luck dear 🖤.

  • Denise Batalha
    Denise Batalha 15 天 前

    I actually like these types of videos, but now I know that you have a separate channel for that, I will be subscribing!! I feel like I can relate to you with everything: the silliness, the realness, the mental "anguish" you go through, etc. Love you!!

  • Tamara Van Aardt
    Tamara Van Aardt 16 天 前

    love you bunny!! so glad that YOU are back!!!

  • Trinity Roulo
    Trinity Roulo 17 天 前

    I love you bb 💕

  • Eleanor Nell
    Eleanor Nell 18 天 前

    You have the most beautiful blue eyes.. And I am an old soul like you. I see lots of you in myself with the anxiety and fear. Thank you for opening up Bunny, takes a lot of bravery. I know first hand! Stay strong!!

  • EyeSpyDesigns
    EyeSpyDesigns 18 天 前

    I'm 3 months late to this... but I'm back and I love the new you. I love the old you too... but I think I had a harder time connecting because I do feel like you daily as a woman, a wife, a mother, a friend, & a human being. I still have to take this in small doses because your energy is always intense...but that's not a bad thing. That's a me "issue" thing with being a heavy empath that can get drained from that sort of energy level. So you keep doing this and I'll keep coming back and watching on my good days. 💗😍💕

    • EyeSpyDesigns
      EyeSpyDesigns 18 天 前

      I worded that wrong. I meant BEFORE I couldn't connect a much. Now? I can, because I feel like you. Sorry. I'm on Nyquil. 🙎💁

  • Isabella Prince
    Isabella Prince 19 天 前

    Aw I'm so glad you're coming back!! I love this genuine side of you!!!

  • Shazia Qureshi
    Shazia Qureshi 19 天 前 +1

    🍹I love you and just only pray for God god bless you ever forever 🍹

  • enk989
    enk989 21 天 前

    You're an artist, Bunny! Every artist goes through their ups and downs with creativity. Coming from someone with an artist as a father - artists feel so much more than your average human being and are much more affected by seemingly trivial issues. Glad to see you're on the up! So much love! Don't change!

  • Ashley Magos
    Ashley Magos 22 天 前

    I’m not sure if this will make sense but learning about all this things you have accomplished and kept silent have made me realize that I need to start loving myself.
    We all love you for who you are! We all see the best in you, yet I feel like you were unable to do so yourself...you were struggling to love what’s best in you and focused on the negatives. I could relate to you so much and then it hit me how maybe people view me the way we view you..so love yourself!!!

  • BreadLikesSpanners
    BreadLikesSpanners 23 天 前

    Subscribed! Its so meta watching the new Bunny, I feel revived too! Be the best you bc its in there! 😋

  • Zoey Taylor
    Zoey Taylor 23 天 前

    You don’t sound dramatic!!

  • Zoey Taylor
    Zoey Taylor 23 天 前

    We do love you so much !

  • Kendall Gray
    Kendall Gray 23 天 前

    thrive, love. the world needs your authenticity. you're phenomenal .

  • Paige McIntire
    Paige McIntire 23 天 前


  • kiana pirtle
    kiana pirtle 24 天 前

    I didn’t even know you had a 2nd channel

  • Lauren Boudreaux
    Lauren Boudreaux 25 天 前

    Get over youself!!!

    • Lauren Boudreaux
      Lauren Boudreaux 25 天 前

      You made this vid seem like you were genuinely upset and you weren't......

  • Ash Thrasher
    Ash Thrasher 25 天 前

    I adore the real you, & subbed just for that reason! Keep it real & I’m sure you’ll keep your fans & gain tons more! 💕💜💕

  • Chelsea nieve
    Chelsea nieve 25 天 前

    I love yous ❤️

  • Beth Rees
    Beth Rees 26 天 前

    I’ve been a subscriber for a long time, but did stop watching your vids. Glad to see you willing to grow and be more authentic. Super cool! I look forward to fresh content 🙌🏼

  • Lauren Mackenzie
    Lauren Mackenzie 27 天 前

    I have so much love for you!! I am so happy you are finding your way back to us

  • Sini Isokoski
    Sini Isokoski 28 天 前

    I like better when you are real you. You can be weird but as long as you are you. ❤️

  • Kimberly Askren
    Kimberly Askren 28 天 前

    you're cacooning

  • Amanda Lester
    Amanda Lester 28 天 前

    You make me wanna do CNclip!! ❤️❤️❤️ should I?!?

  • Amanda Lester
    Amanda Lester 28 天 前

    Bunny! I’ve been here for years and years I’m not goin anywhere!!! Wish I could have a one on one.. we all need to vent! 😁 and Shane! I’m also an OG on your Channel!!!! 🤷🏼‍♀️☺️☺️👏🏼🙌🏼

  • monbebe x
    monbebe x 29 天 前

    I miss you and bunny I love you so much 💗

  • beyondcozy11
    beyondcozy11 29 天 前

    Bunny we love you and we are so happy for you (:

  • Shalacy Manderson
    Shalacy Manderson 个月 前

    Shane that is really sweet of you to do what you do.. you are such an amazing person. And you need your own show already!!! The only thing I don't like though is I have went to her channel to see if she has been doing different stuff like you said she should do. and she is still making the does this thing really work series.. it was kind of dissapointing.. i was really expecting some different content.

  • Mk65 X
    Mk65 X 个月 前

    You ruined Shane’s video tbh. I mean ur all about scary stuff and then as soon as poor Garrett made a joke, all u do is histerically cry. I mean seriously 😒 🙄

  • Die Swan
    Die Swan 个月 前

    Honestly, I adore how extra you are! I wish I had the courage to let my own eccentricities shine the way you do. Including the parts that aren't necessarily "goofy" or "sassy" are part of your own unique weirdness and I admire all of it. You are such an inspiration and a loving, kind and fun person. 😙

  • jazylovesmakeupxo
    jazylovesmakeupxo 个月 前

    I love you so much and watched you consistently since i was 9 years old and i just wanna say i really appreciate this video because for the past 6 months i felt the exact same way as you feeling guilty and that i don’t deserve happiness that i’m being to dramatic but you and shane have opened my eyes , to know that we all deserve happiness!! I love you and stay strong 💞

  • Veronica Belle
    Veronica Belle 个月 前

    YES BUNNY!!!! You're back and as am I :) You have our full support! I am so excited to start watching you again!

  • Carmel Fasolo
    Carmel Fasolo 个月 前

    I love you so so so so much

  • William Jasper
    William Jasper 个月 前

    love you Bunny, I've always loved you

  • Makayla M
    Makayla M 个月 前

    I love that you wipe your tears with a beauty blender, just fabulous! I'm glad your going to start being yourself, and your vlogs don't need conclusions, PLEASE JUST KEEP BEING YOURSELF!!!!!!

  • Aishaani Angel
    Aishaani Angel 个月 前

    Loveeeeeeeeeeee you bunny you were most likely the first ever youtuber i watched yh that’s crazy to me 😜 loveeeee youuuuu

  • Gabby Menendez
    Gabby Menendez 个月 前

    Girl you are awesome. I am so proud of you! I love that you're opening up and telling your viewers your thoughts and letting us in a little bit. One of my favorite words that I tell myself a lot... An arrow has to be pulled back first in order for it to be launched ahead. You're doing it! I've always related to you because I am an odd ball. I can say I relate to you a lot more now. I also have anxiety and depression and I feel for you. I totally understand. But you're never alone and the best thing you can do is surround yourself with people who believe in you. I'm so glad Shane was able to help you! I was so excited that two of my favorite people were in one video too.. Well more than one haha.

  • Adriana Rodriguez
    Adriana Rodriguez 个月 前

    Dang u inspire me to stay strong through the stress and the anxiety and the hard times❤

  • Fatii C
    Fatii C 个月 前

    #icameback I loved seeing you being real on Shane's series !

  • hoatzin1
    hoatzin1 个月 前

    It was great to see your personal life Bunny. Your viewers care about you and love your content. Keep it up!

  • Beauty Bug
    Beauty Bug 个月 前

    I didn't know what was going on bunny . I got off work and I have spent 6 hours binge watching Shane's video about the bulid up and then your videos after he sat down with you. I loved bunny before but I am obsessed with free and happy bunny after. You have a whole world of people backing you up and I can safely say I'm an old sub that has watched you change over the years and I'm nothing but proud of you finding your voice again.

  • Olivia Degn
    Olivia Degn 个月 前

    Bunny I am so sorry please feel better!😕 love you!❤️

  • ItsJustBrooke's Life
    ItsJustBrooke's Life 个月 前 +1


  • The Offical Demon Witch.

    Bunny I've been your fan for almost a year. I love your channel and I love your channel. You always had a this in you baby. You just had a hard time getting some things together. But I love your channel I will never leave your channel. You just needed to work through things

  • sarah bertleff
    sarah bertleff 个月 前

    hey bunny, i'm back 💕 love from germany!

  • Paramour Monster
    Paramour Monster 个月 前

    Wow I'm like months late, so, hey Bunny ! I found your channel in late 2013, where I was in a really bad place in my young life, I watched your funky vids for your real hobbies and interest in morbid stuff (which isn't about the morbidity, more like the idea of breathing life into 'dead' items) to feel better; exactly like what you said in the documentary - to give people entertainment and an escape - and so I did going to your awesome channel. Even watching your unboxing videos with your awesome energy, I genuinely feel like a friend was cheering me up !
    But yeah, I grew out of those content and felt that there was a disconnection with the Bunny I grew to love versus the content-making machine girl, it was hard to watch those videos with you struggling. I'm so glad that this re-invention of yourself is making your life better and more authentic, seeing someone indulging in a craft they're passionate about is most invigorating

  • Taylor Reneé
    Taylor Reneé 个月 前

    its good to be home bunny

  • [Fage] ChillMaxMan
    [Fage] ChillMaxMan 个月 前

    I can Enjoy this

  • Brittni Gallardo
    Brittni Gallardo 个月 前

    You’re so real & genuine, bunny 🐰 💕

  • Green World Productions

    Bunnyyyy i just love you, we are here for you no matter what! just keep being you like always and you will never EVER EVER LOSE US

  • Momcologist Makeup Jen

    Welcome Home! And, don't worry, it's the internet, so I'm pretty sure that they will keep you in check with your new mission statement. I wish you all the best of luck. Keep learning to be unabashedly you and true to yourself. #noregrets #thebestisyettocome

  • Kristine Galant
    Kristine Galant 个月 前

    First of all, you seem to overthink way too much and that is one of your biggest downfalls. It really isn't up to you to decide what your fans like. It should be up to your fans. You should show off your accomplishments, cars, life, family, your high days and your low days. You really need to start being yourself and just do it. The fake facade you have been doing surely wasn't working and you did lose alot. Please don't let Shane's time go to waste and give this second chance your all. I am so routing for you that I have started watching again.

  • maddy bowers
    maddy bowers 个月 前

    Bunny you are amazing I love all your videos and have enjoyed watching your personality grow over the years

  • Chrissie
    Chrissie 个月 前

    I’ve watched since your ghost stories and Jeffrey Campbell shoe hauls 😘🤣
    My only advice: just share the things you do and the things you love. Cuz you are an interesting person that people will always be intrigued by!

  • Mitzi Schuster
    Mitzi Schuster 个月 前

    Why did people leave??? O.o

  • Ih8 eile
    Ih8 eile 个月 前

    I remember watching your videos back then:( you’ll make me happy and laugh.I love u Bunny🖤

  • Angela Brown
    Angela Brown 个月 前

    Not see lol but hear we really want to hear your scariest raw truths no matter how hard it is for u to talk about that will definitely lure us in we r kinda getting tired of these long sad talk thru videos we support u but we r barley hanging on fake it til u make it if u have too but scary stuff is sooooo entertaining

  • Angela Brown
    Angela Brown 个月 前

    So we want to see your scariest ghost moments from someone who truly believes here in Louisiana share let us in

  • Brandy Davis
    Brandy Davis 个月 前

    You no cry you amazing make me cry

  • Miss Exclusive Nails

    I’ve never left you, Bunny. Come
    Vacation in destin Florida !!

  • Nana K
    Nana K 个月 前

    Iʻm so happy at how far youʻve grown! At the end of every storm, is sunshine and rainbows! You canʻt have highs without lows :) I canʻt wait to see the new videos youʻre going to bring. Love ya girl!!!!

  • Levi Athan
    Levi Athan 个月 前

    Marfa lights?

  • Levi Athan
    Levi Athan 个月 前

    By the way, the real and raw you is what we need to connect with you. People want to feel like, " Oh, yeah! I can relate to that. I Feel, anxious, afraid, depressed, and superstitious etc." You got this boo boo

  • Levi Athan
    Levi Athan 个月 前

    Also, I was born in San Antonio, and I have a story from when I was young, and lived in the Historic area in San Antonio. My loving warm ghost, angel, imaginary friend? Us Texans stick together, and I'm in ATX if you need anything.

  • Levi Athan
    Levi Athan 个月 前

    The Driskill Hotel is said to be Haunted. Downtown on Sixth st.

  • Levi Athan
    Levi Athan 个月 前

    How about a tour of the San Antonio Missions?

  • Maddie M
    Maddie M 个月 前

    I’m a returning swamp family member. I’ve been kinda watching bunny off and on for the last year but I watched her about three years ago constantly and I loved her. Shane’s collab has reminded me how much I love bunny and I’m so glad that she’s opening up and is feeling better

  • Jane Timm Baxter
    Jane Timm Baxter 个月 前

    Sweetheart, I feel like you are talking to me. I have PTSD, bipolar 2, generalized anxiety disorder, night terrors, and on and on and on... I am also in my early forties. I haven't really made any videos since I was in a coma for ten days in 2015. Last September, I was hospitalized with sepsis and almost died; long, long story short: I've got severe health issues on every level. And I have let all of it - the physical pain and the emotional traumas - stop me from making videos for my friends, as they are the only ones who watch them. But you and your re-awakening is so inspirational to me, even though my channel is not anything near the level of yours... it is applicable to all my creative endeavors. So thank you. Thank you very much for letting yourself BE yourself.

  • Shrouk Shahoot
    Shrouk Shahoot 个月 前

    I love you so much ❤️😙

  • Denielle Casanova
    Denielle Casanova 个月 前

    Bunny, I am one of your older subscribers that left but came back. Shane truly hit it on the nail regarding why I know I took a little break. Well, that and I got married and had a baby and life is a little different with my 8 mo. old. That being said, I still watched you through the Disney trips and scavenger hunts and I was stuck in Kingwood, very preggo with my hubby in another state at work. Through Harvey, I saw you struggle as I was struggling just up the street and cried with you. I am so glad you are artistically refreshed and truly hope you know we love you and know you are always great enough. Feel free to bring it on up to North East Houston anytime, we welcome you always! Also, i was so shook because I lived in ATX for 6 years before I came to HTX and I have been to Uncommon and worked just up the street from there and I got all nostalgic :) and a little scared :/ but you made the video fantastic :) looking forward to your vids and a great future in this industry.

  • Maryann Marshall
    Maryann Marshall 个月 前

    Just be you ❤️❤️

  • Amanda Dalager
    Amanda Dalager 个月 前

    and you personality

  • Amanda Dalager
    Amanda Dalager 个月 前

    i love your saftey pin earings

  • fairyta lena
    fairyta lena 个月 前

    I am back!

  • M. N.
    M. N. 个月 前

    I'm back to your channel and wish you all the best!

  • natalia santino
    natalia santino 个月 前 +1

    Instead of buying buying buying stuff, why don't u spend time with God! Its the best comfort and peace you will ever get.

  • Uptowngirl - Jennifer

    She's baaaaccckkkk!!!!!! Love it!! I'm resubscribing right now.

  • kazmir korrine
    kazmir korrine 个月 前

    Never forget how phenomenal you are!! Love you ❤️💀🌹

  • ZF2 Mc
    ZF2 Mc 个月 前